I started off this year, with close to nothing.
I have been through hell, and I'm seeing everything for what it really is.
I have my up's, and I have my downs.
People judge me for what they see.
I judge people for who they are.
I have lost a loved one. and It hurts, every day.
Some days are easier than others.
I'm an emotional wreck, but I'm picking up the pieces
People have come and gone in my life, when they show their true intentions.
I don't want your sympathy, I don't want your criticism.
I want you to be yourself, and be your own person.
be proud of who you are, because there is only one you.
Learning from your mistakes is key.
I don't ask much from people.
I ask that you be yourself, don't put on a facade.
If you find me interesting feel free to let me know.
You can call me phoenix.
I'm just a simple person Living a simple life, and I'm only in this world to make a difference in someone's life. If I have done this for you then I have come one step closer to my goal.
It's been 4 months since he left this world
and the pains hasn't gotten any easier
I've kicked her out of my life not becauseof him, but for myself
She was using you against me and no mother should do that
Don't blame her for the things she does, that's how she is
I know that it was you who gave me the strength to stand up for myself
EVen though I never got to hold you
You've touched my heart more than you'll ever know.
I hope your enjoying Shangri-La, I guess this world wasn't ready for someone like you.
I'll miss you forever,
Shane Matthew Coulter(10/25/07)
I don't ask much from the people that I meet, or my friends, but if you feel that I'm asking to much of you then simply leave. I never asked you to stay. I like to think of myself as a rather self-less person. I may be wrong, but I only ask of you that you don't bring drama into my life.
If you need to reach me on AIM it's PhoenixHate